This Poison's My Intoxication... [entries|friends|calendar] GROWTH BEYOND REASON Further Reading ME THEN THEM DREAMS PICTURES PROSE FEET Links LJ [dot com] Previous 20 entries Myspace Update Calendar Memories User Pictures Memories paper cranes, for you After a while you learn the subtle difference Between holding a hand and chaining a soul. And you learn that love doesn't mean leaning And that company doesn't mean security. And you begin to learn that kisses aren't contracts And presents aren't promises. And you begin to accept your defeats With your head held up and your eyes open, And with the grace of an adult Not the grief of a child. And you learn to build all your roads on today Because tomorrows ground is too uncertain For your plans. After a while you learn that even sunshine Burns if you get too much. So plant your own garden and decorate your own soul Instead of waiting for someone to bring you flowers. And you will learn that you can endure That you are really special And that you really do have worth. So live to learn and love yourself In doing so, you will learn to live. from credit This layout was created by imafall3nstar. The images were edited in PSP 7/8 by Heather also. This layout is best viewed in 1024x768 screen resolution. Should be compatible in IE & Mozilla Firefox. [ userinfo | livejournal userinfo ] [ calendar | livejournal calendar ]

gone [ UPDATED >> November 14th,2007 / 09:25 PM ] just because its been like 8 weeks or something i think my last update was about finding love again right about now im lost... i dont understand, i hate it. i don't know how to say it without sounding like a wingey tragic teenager. on the plus side..going to miranda with the special girls. that prospect makes me happy comment - 2

social agony [from _curelola quote by haruki murakami] [ UPDATED >> June 3rd,2007 / 12:37 PM ] [ music | nirvana ] in ancient times, people werent simply male or female, but one of three types of people. male/male, male/female, or female/female. in other words, each person was made of the components of two people. everyone was happy with this arrangement and never really gave it much thought. but then god took a knife and cut everyone in half, right down the middle. so after that, the world was divided into just male or female, the upshot being that everone nowadays spend their time running around trying to locate their missing half. this is what i believe in. this is love. not finding the person who is opposite and fills in your gaps, but the person who compliments you. adds new shades to your personality and makes you a better person. comment - 1

[ UPDATED >> May 23rd,2007 / 09:38 PM ] i also got my hair dyed like a few bazillion weeks ago. thats what i was talking about with the liberated. its purple and orange. or it was. now its kinda crap. i wanna get it dyed again. it was fantastic. maybe ill just get purple though this time. but then it was kinda cool because when i went in all different lights, it was different colours. i dunno. it was cool. ill have to put up some pics. comment - 1

[ UPDATED >> April 3rd,2007 / 09:57 PM ] oh and i also have a new layout! comment - 1

may angels lead you in [ UPDATED >> January 10th,2007 / 01:39 PM ] [ mood | calm ] [ music | hear you me~jimmy eat world ] so what would you think of me now, so lucky so strong so proud i never said thankyou for that now i'll never have a chance. And if you were with me tonight I'd sing to you just one last time A song for a heart so big God couldn't let it live. comment -

[ UPDATED >> January 1st,2007 / 10:32 PM ] In the year 2007 I resolve to: Get a mullet. Get your resolution here. comment -

[ UPDATED >> November 11th,2006 / 09:16 PM ] [ mood | alone ] in a world where everything sounds the same, i praise the ones who dare to be different comment - 3

FRIENDS ONLY [ UPDATED >> October 9th,2006 / 04:40 PM ] [ mood | crazy ] [ music | bat country~avenged sevenfold ] thanksheartdivide leave a message, because you know you love me and vice versa! comment - 6

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antiphony, a sort of fun [ UPDATED >> July 10th,2006 / 04:14 AM ] [ mood | nerdy ] [ music | words hands hearts~yellowcard ] the trivial information about the pennyroyal tea really was too much. it wasnt meant to go this far. she felt like shed rather drink the oil straight up. really. it was mouthwatering. warm milk and grapes off the sinistrorse vine. soon enought he would start thinking about her and how she used to be. before. all. this. she could hear them all whisper, like there was something terribly wrong with her. she felt she had lost her mind somewhere along the way. it was kind of euphoric. the rattling of the windows turned to wind chimes as they passed through her hair, snaked along the bijoutry necklace linked through the knuckles of her fingers. she doubted she would ever be able to explain it with formality. maybe some day she would be smarter. she spent the money at tenebrious bordels and on dainty corsets. some may even call them fetish. she was hardly in the mood for oppugnation. and by the look of the funebrial glint in the prinkend bayonet, the empyrean angels werent in the mood for oppugnation either, or if they were it was nonapparent. procrastination wouldnt crache her this time. you didnt know that i knew so many big words did you? comment - 5

[ UPDATED >> May 21st,2006 / 11:11 AM ] [ mood | artistic ] [ music | i miss you~Blink 182 ] people have got ot be getting annoyed atme for constantly changing my journal i just decided that i wouuld change it before i got to attached to it...so =D love! comment -

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